The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Me
I fucked up. I fucked up really badly my
life, or at least that’s how I feel right now. Anyone could argue that’s not
that bad, someone experienced much worse and I am only an ungrateful little
child. Well, I have to agree with them, things could be much worse, yet I still
suffer pretty badly in this little piece of hell that I created to myself. The
fact, that makes the matter worse, is that only I am to blame, not some else or
even life.
Well that’s enough bitching, I am trying to
be positive here and make things better, not to dwell into despair.
The purpose of this blog to write to myself,
as I am trying to fix my life. To remind me how I felt, how I progress or
regress as time goes by. My intention is just to write, somehow, I just feel
the urge to write. I never really used forums or posted things on random YouTube
videos, but now it just feels right.
That’s all for the first post, it is not
unlikely it is just a sudden sentiment and this is my last post.
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